Emo.......2

Okay, this time I feel that i should write about my feelings since no one visits my blog anyway, except Meng Hon of course. More and more my life gets more suckish I guess. I can't think straight anymore, I went to etention for the first time in my life, my rashers are getting worse, my subjects are getting lower, people are strting to hate me even more and I just can't standit anymore! Someday my life is going to turn upside-down. I never get the courage to show my voice in singing to people because I'm afraid of humiliation. But those who listen to me sing say my voice is amazing. What's more I don't know what is happening to me. I used to be a very quiet boy, but now I'm acting ike a blabbering idiot who can't stop talking. I used to love homework and do many things that i set my mind to but everything I love is falling apart. I still don't know what is happening to me! People shout at me, laugh at me and even beat me when i scratch my head. It is as if I can control it but I cannot. Life is just too hard. Sometimes I feel that I want to say sorry to some people but I never get the chance and I hate to see anyone upset. But slowy that is changing soon I know I shall not even care about anything like that. And I know that some day no one would dare come near me because of me becoming a jerk. But I think if it ever happens people shall remember who I was and not who I am. The happy-go-lucky freindly boy who would help no matter what.